Tuesday, June 17, 2008
my belly moves independently of my body
so my belly moved today completely independent of the rest of me... i guess that happens when you are 5 1/2mo pregnant... it just surprised me i have moments that i think i can't possibly get any bigger and i am ready to get the show on the road and then i think i can't believe i am really pregnant and still expect to wake up any time from the most bizarre dream ever... maybe when i wake up i will have dreamed the cellulite on the back of my thighs too.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
a prayer to a love greater than mine...
My heart is stretched
looking at the days ahead
not that you have asked us to go here...
you haven't asked anything thing of us
so i'm just guessing with the best intentions and figuring
the narrow plank is what's required of my heart
so please take our hands
give us strength
as you have given us love.
i swallow hard and hope you will show up
my trust is weak yet i will jump
you are all we have
we give ourselves and eachother to you
i have known you as harsh
i am finding you as kind
so here i am
amen
Friday, June 13, 2008
chase said where am i?
i have scratched the surface and i'm bleeding
i have mounted an attack and lost sight of my enemy
i have launched a recovery mission out to sea and found it was me
that washed away
i am out of words until it rains and we are here nor there in a year
Oh Hell consumed me and i live amongst the flames
Hope, i'm sure has seen me
but to take her hand i must lose and leave and believe she wanted me
Oh tangled weeds that wrap and strangle me, bare seeds of flowers instead so that as this
body falls to dust whats to come is beauty not ruin and unrest.
I found this writing this morning...i am not really in this place so full of despair it is so good to look back on something i wrote and see life has changed my heart took a direction even though circumstances haven't changed totally my heart has....i took the hand of hope and she does want me. today i am taking a deeper breath
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
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