my belly moves independently of my body

so my belly moved today completely independent of the rest of me... i guess that happens when you are 5 1/2mo pregnant... it just surprised me i have moments that i think i can't possibly get any bigger and i am ready to get the show on the road and then i think i can't believe i am really pregnant and still expect to wake up any time from the most bizarre dream ever... maybe when i wake up i will have dreamed the cellulite on the back of my thighs too.

a prayer to a love greater than mine...

My heart is stretched 

looking at the days ahead

not that you have asked us to go here... 

you haven't asked anything thing of us 

so i'm just guessing with the best intentions and figuring

the narrow plank is what's required of my heart

so please take our hands 

give us strength 

as you have given us love.

i swallow hard and hope you will show up

my trust is weak yet i will jump

you are all we have 

we give ourselves and eachother to you 

i have known you as harsh 

i am finding you as kind 

so here i am

amen 

 

Chase has decided to pimp his head... beach style.

well done bud

it takes a man to sport the white hat 

this is Liv with her snails.

need i say more...

ahh the smile of a proud mama

these are Liv's snails.

this is Liv.

i think that fortunes are best recieved on a big pregnant belly, wouldn't you agree.