tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88042606812496480732011-04-21T15:14:26.087-07:00this is my summer away from home... and a record of my thoughts and a glimpse at what i see from day to daykhallnoreply@blogger.comBlogger121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-29066667706735021802008-06-17T22:35:00.000-07:002008-06-17T22:50:12.805-07:00so my belly moved today completely independent of the rest of me... i guess that happens when you are 5 1/2mo pregnant... it just surprised me i have moments that i think i can't possibly get any bigger and i am ready to get the show on the road and then i think i can't believe i am really pregnant and still expect to wake up any time from the most bizarre dream ever... maybe when i wake up i will have dreamed the cellulite on the back of my thighs too.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-2906666770673502180?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-24743568291479127962008-06-14T21:14:00.000-07:002008-06-14T21:29:21.243-07:00My heart is stretched <div>looking at the days ahead</div><div>not that you have asked us to go here... </div><div>you haven't asked anything thing of us </div><div>so i'm just guessing with the best intentions and figuring</div><div>the narrow plank is what's required of my heart</div><div>so please take our hands </div><div>give us strength </div><div>as you have given us love.</div><div>i swallow hard and hope you will show up</div><div>my trust is weak yet i will jump</div><div>you are all we have </div><div>we give ourselves and eachother to you </div><div>i have known you as harsh </div><div>i am finding you as kind </div><div>so here i am</div><div>amen </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-2474356829147912796?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-47256946398340821642008-06-14T21:10:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:02.711-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSWm6KwakI/AAAAAAAAABk/ql9Lvx_UHMc/s1600-h/IMG_1837.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSWm6KwakI/AAAAAAAAABk/ql9Lvx_UHMc/s200/IMG_1837.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211956263968074306" /></a>Chase has decided to pimp his head... beach style.<div>well done bud</div><div>it takes a man to sport the white hat </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-4725694639834082164?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-57774050308611209932008-06-14T21:08:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:02.922-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSV8EZyDCI/AAAAAAAAABc/wEUhnbqNJXQ/s1600-h/IMG_1832.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSV8EZyDCI/AAAAAAAAABc/wEUhnbqNJXQ/s200/IMG_1832.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211955527981075490" /></a>this is Liv with her snails.<div>need i say more...</div><div>ahh the smile of a proud mama</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-5777405030861120993?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-70876451316154254772008-06-14T21:06:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:03.045-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSVpGY8_xI/AAAAAAAAABU/5C4a7uldxzs/s1600-h/IMG_1833.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSVpGY8_xI/AAAAAAAAABU/5C4a7uldxzs/s200/IMG_1833.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211955202096955154" /></a>these are Liv's snails.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-7087645131615425477?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-40865781374361172192008-06-14T21:05:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:03.233-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSVMAFxNwI/AAAAAAAAABM/fHr9MikTBzI/s1600-h/IMG_1836.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSVMAFxNwI/AAAAAAAAABM/fHr9MikTBzI/s200/IMG_1836.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211954702189672194" /></a>this is Liv.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-4086578137436117219?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-75647719688332003252008-06-14T21:01:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:03.606-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSUQ4VZW6I/AAAAAAAAAA8/oqTAAzQKi3E/s1600-h/IMG_1849.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFSUQ4VZW6I/AAAAAAAAAA8/oqTAAzQKi3E/s200/IMG_1849.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211953686495452066" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">i think that fortunes are best recieved on a big pregnant belly, wouldn't you agree.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-7564771968833200325?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-42970508012339504402008-06-13T20:49:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:03.916-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFNAFZ-vsjI/AAAAAAAAAA0/dMb3JxYXyd8/s1600-h/IMG_1734.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFNAFZ-vsjI/AAAAAAAAAA0/dMb3JxYXyd8/s200/IMG_1734.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211579655415378482" /></a>here he is... journaling away... at the edge of the ocean. it is cold and windy and the waves are crashing in front of him yet his inspiration is unwavering... :) we went to this great little town that was so beautiful and artistic and a gateway to a creative mind like his.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-4297050801233950440?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-88685342993814378062008-06-13T10:18:00.000-07:002008-06-13T10:32:17.581-07:00i have scratched the surface and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">i'm</span> bleeding<div><br /></div><div>i have mounted an attack and lost sight of my enemy</div><div><br /></div><div>i have launched a recovery mission out to sea and found it was me</div><div> that washed away</div><div><br /></div><div>i am out of words until it rains and we are here nor there in a year</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh Hell consumed me and i live amongst the flames</div><div><br /></div><div>Hope, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">i'm</span> sure has seen me</div><div>but to take her hand i must lose and leave and believe she wanted me</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh tangled weeds that wrap and strangle me, bare seeds of flowers instead so that as this </div><div> body falls to dust whats to come is beauty not ruin and unrest.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial;">I found this writing this morning...i am not really in this place so full of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">despair</span> it is so good to look back on something i wrote and see life has changed my heart took a direction even though <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">circumstances</span> haven't changed totally my heart has....i took the hand of hope and she does want me. today i am taking a deeper breath</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-8868534299381437806?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-77942454679708993742008-06-12T19:53:00.000-07:002008-06-14T21:24:23.336-07:00there are few things more beautiful to me than see shells and really flowers rank up there just as high....the rest of you know who you are :)<div>we collected sea shells at the cloudy cold beach the first day we arrived</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-7794245467970899374?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-72176177103332857622008-06-12T18:37:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:04.067-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFHgs-NvXtI/AAAAAAAAAAU/VdkVRMtc1RQ/s1600-h/IMG_1748.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFHgs-NvXtI/AAAAAAAAAAU/VdkVRMtc1RQ/s200/IMG_1748.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211193307063869138" /></a><br />where it fell it laid... <div>i was sad to have wasted a totally perfect cherry but it made a beautiful picture:)</div><div>really i just love the contrast... contrast always catches my eye it is a reminder of balanced reality. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-7217617710333285762?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8804260681249648073.post-1484904526535262302008-06-11T20:47:00.000-07:002008-12-12T16:58:04.220-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFCdue11HKI/AAAAAAAAAAM/ukZWYGoA6jE/s1600-h/IMG_1733.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_zk_MvgVlsy0/SFCdue11HKI/AAAAAAAAAAM/ukZWYGoA6jE/s320/IMG_1733.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5210838190746049698" /></a><br />it is colder and cloudier than i expected california to be...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8804260681249648073-148490452653526230?l=blueberryhillsummer.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khallnoreply@blogger.com0